Its Almost the End of the Year....

So of course we all know that the end of the year is very, very near. Like A week away till the 1st of January. OMG!!!

Can you believe it. Its going to be the year 2010. I turn 20 this coming year. Im getting old. Okay not really but older than how I truly feel. I cant believe that Christmas came and went so quickly. That time as we know does not go by slow or even at a moderate rate. But instead prefers to fly past at such high speeds we only see a glimpse of it as it passes on.

Something else about the new year is a new year resolution. And Im just wondering what it is I want mine to be. I come up a blank. I have a feeling it should be to not have one. To not have a plan for a certain something or a specific goal but create them as the opportunity later in the year arises. When I am faced with a challenge handle it then and there, do what I love. Seems hard to understand as Im typing it all out. But I understand what I mean, when the thought is in my head.

Great thing about the New YEAR....is that I am going out of the country. YES! I am going to Guatemala. I see this as a new adventure, and something else to think about. I need to be out of my comfort zone. I really want to explore life and the world and everyone in it. To experience them all as one. So January 1st im leaving for 12 days. Im going to see the ruins, and the city.

Im so excited. My heart feels as though it is going to jump right out of my chest and run away. Thankfully it cant actually do it. But man, does it feel like it should. HAHA

I wonder how many people skim through my blog. Or ignore it and move on to the next one. I wonder if any one reads my blogs. Not that its of any importance because I will continue to write. But I still wonder.