The distraction.

Its been months since i have even looked at my blog. :/ fail.
But here i am now. Its 3:14 and I cannot sleep. I blame part for the fact that my stomach hurts. Then theres the fact that my mind is totally and completely distracted. Im ok with distractions but not when there were totally unexpected. I have so many things going on in my mind right now I dont know where to begin or if i should begin at all.. Its hard to talk of those things since I never talk about them to anyone. I usually just write a song, but Im trying not to write songs right now. Im just trying to expand my mind.

So....The distraction. Its annoying. Its frustrating. And I have to remind myself at every point of the day to stop worrying. I just need to focus.. I need to get all the negative out of my mind. But its hard, but its not an excuse for me. I have to get through there is no way to do otherwise and I do what i need to do. And get on with it, of course its only because i have to. And its what makes most sense. But some close friends of mine are breaking through my exterior and are getting me to see on a much bigger scale. I hope but only a little. I expect the worst, but only a little, Then i just let whatever happens happens. WHich does work but idk. maybe sometimes u need to remind yourself of the worst more, or the hope completely. I really need to stop doubting myself. I guess. But then im not sure.

And i dont feel like i should be feeling like this. But what am i supposed to do. i kind of like it too. it makes me know that im not cold inside anymore. its warmth i thought left a few months ago. but ya. I guess im just hoping. I will continue to hope but im not being blind...im not going to get myself hurt by being an idiot..atleast i hope.

Oh the feeling (by tati)

i do not have a twitter so i used my sisters..lol I have to say that just hearing your name takes me back to 96 when i first fell in love with the backstreet boys at 11 yrs old. The feeling i get is so juvenile but comforting. I was convinced that i would meet you and we would fall in love and live hapily ever after... but i guess so did millions of other girls in the world right!! lol ... i still thought that it would be different with me ;)... I havent even gotten rid of any of my BSB memorabilia all these yrs and i still have it... its a lot... i feel like if i get rid of it i would forget about that entire time of my life where i lived for BSB!thinking about it now is just so funny.. how silly we can be when were young.... i feel some releif writting this even knowing the chances of you reading this are slim to none considering how many others prob try to write you or mention i guess is what they call in on twtr...how weird little things that can bring such feelings. I hope i will be seeing BSB at the miami concert on the 29th... i cant wait... well if you are reading this then let me not tale time away from reading someone elses post. i ofcourse wish you all the best!!! and i love you ... always... ;)

Lonely

I havent had much to write about lately. Ive just been wandering about, working and writing. I finished reading the first 3 books to this series called Sweep by Cate Tiernan. It was super awesome, I have to buy the next 12 now. :/

Reading those fantasy books always gets my juices flowing and thoughts turning. I start feeling this tingle and this urge to know more. I wonder what else there is in the world that we do not know of. Im sure there are many things that goes on that we do not know about. The 4th Kind was a super freaky movie. Is there truth behind that and everything else we dont understand?

Update

So I am almost done fillinf out my Financial Aid form thing, and MDC application. All I need to get is my transcripts. My days have not changed nor have I had any inspiration to write on my blog.

I know how lame!

Anywho, Ive been painting and honestly the one I just finished last night is my favorite! I loved how it came out. I need to buy another canvas and soon! But Im broke at the moment. I havent gotten paid yet. :( But ya Im excited for my paintings, not for school and I hope that someone loves my paintings, I become rich and never have to go to school. I know big stretch but never hurts to hope :)

Another Rainy Day

So today was just a chill kind of day.

Im super happy in a way cause Twilight is now being played on TV. Im excited over it. :)

I got a new video camera and want to do projects with it but have no idea where to start???!!!:/:/:/

Really nothing new though:///

The Pregnancy Pact

I just finished watching Lifetime's "The Pregnancy Pact" and all it did was remind me of my friends that are pregnant or have children. Those few all had them before 20.

It's a beautiful gift don't get me wrong. But what I don't understand is why they would want to get pregnant?

I mean life right now is hard as it is. You need to have a good education to land yourself a good job. And an education now and days isn't even guaranteeing a job. You have to fight for it. So there best bet is Publix, McDonald's or Olive Garden.

Yes there's Welfare and Wic, but I don't think those services should be given out to those who aren't even trying to make it on their own. My sister used Wic, but that's because she had to pay for her own place, car, food and needed a little extra help. She makes a good amount but sometimes its just not enough, especially when your buying 16 to 25 dollars a can of formula for a hungry baby boy.

Truth is, these girls aren't ready. Atleast not every one of them.

Whether they have money or not, that's just a little problem. What about those who just cant take parenthood?

Some girls have gone to some extreme measure's to "handle" their babies. There have been cases where girls leave them anywhere, put them in trash can's, drown, etc. The list goes on.

What I don't get is, just wear protection. Use birth control. Like seriously is it really that hard. I mean yea I know that sometimes shit happens and you will still get pregnant. But trying to prevent it is something better than nothing. Because you might have never gotten pregnant.

Teens make using protection such a challenge. I say girls carry some with you if your the promiscuous type and men should as well. That way if something happens you don't have to worry about "taking it out before". Schools; well not all, tend to have so stock up from there. That way your parents don't know (if they will kill you kind of parents) and your still pregnant.

Parents, adults in general do not understand that teens will have sex. They will and there is no way of preventing them from having sex but at least acknowledging it will make it better. They need to know what their kids are doing, that way not only can they check if they are pregnant or not but STI's as well.

If your in a serious relationship with a person. But I'm talking like a year or more together than maybe birth control is for you.

There also is adoption and abortions.

Ahh. Abortions the reason for so many debates and rally's and doctors being killed by psycho's who judge them and the women giving/getting them about how "your not god, you cant kill a baby" who act god themselves and kill them. Ironic? No Idiotic.

If you believe in abortions we understand; even if not everyone can agree, it's your body. If you do not agree, we understand, accept and that's great, but you CANT push your ideas on someone else. They are your opinion's. Nothing more, nothing less.

Anyway.

Abortions.

THEY ARE NOT A BIRTH CONTROL!

Meaning: If a woman and her boyfriend do not use any protection and she gets pregnant and you have an abortion and it happens again, no offense but it is wrong.

If you use condoms, are on birth control or whatever it is you use and you become that 1% chance of becoming pregnant and you have an abortion, its not right, but it's understandable. They tried their hardest not to become pregnant. And did, so they had it.

The ones who did not use anything are using it as a contraception. That's not right. You should try avoiding getting pregnant at all if they are not ready.

So teen pregnancy, we are not in the year 1902 or in the 1800's where people didn't live as long, and you didn't need 2 incomes to hold down the fort. Things are harder now; work, school, money, so having a child is not stupid but frowned upon when you could have just used protection. That's all. You do not have to wait.

Shit I'm sure no one will anyway; or at least a smaller percentage. And that's fine. Because whether I, parents, or older siblings say "you shouldn't have sex, wait till your older or married". That's not whats going to happen to a lot of teens. So really parents, talk to your kids, if they are sexually active get them condoms. You may not be supporting them having sex, but whether you want to be ignorant or not, they may or may not be. Better to know than to be expecting grand children 9 months from now.

And teens. If you can talk to your parents, tell them you are having sex. They can help you get condoms if financially you cant and what not. If you have those kinds of parents who will not listen to you or refuse to help, talk to your school nurse. See if they carry some. They can not tell your parents, you could also check out some clinics. Usually there is one that helps with teen pregnancy and what not, they may be able to give you some as well. Again they will not contact your parents. Even asking a friend to buy them for you is better than nothing.

The movie was good and really does send out a message. So use protection. The world is a bit over populated. :) and it doesn't hurt to use one. You want to be able to enjoy your youth.

Also there are a lot of teens who make it work out and still do great thing's. I respect them very much. They didn't let anything get in the way, and gave their child the best.

Sad/Unsure

How is it when you've actually fallen in love with someone whome you've never actually had, that they never go away. Your heart paces when you see them, pounds when you speak to them and ache when you feel them and they walk away.

I used to never believe people when they would say your heart breaks. I used to think that was just a saying that those overly dramatic people would say when they had lost their "love" of their lives.

It does though.

You can feel the pain in your heart. Its almost as if it stopped beating and it's about to die off and then starts up again. My heart is broken.

I am no longer a non-believer of love. I truly do believe its possible. Now, will it ever happen again?

I have only ever like 3 guys in my whole life as of now. Only 3. One in elementary till middle school, one in high school and some guy now. But I fell in love with my best friend in High School.

Since my freshman year at 14, Im turning 20 this year, till now even.

After all this time, even when I havent seen him in months seeing him made me feel him, his touch, his laughter, and his confidence in trust with me.

And now he's getting married. And I still love him. I never stopped.

He was my first true love. So far the only one.

I want to cry and run and break things. And yet I'm writing this stupid pointless fucking blog that no one ever reads other than my friend Maribel. No one else does and yet this felt like my first priority. WTF!!!

IDK....

What to think anymore...IDK

Love, hurts you so much yet its so great. Everyone thinks im realistic when it comes to love and yet look. I fell hard for it.

other than that Im bored. I want to go out and there's nothing to do because everyone else has shit of their own to do.

And now im listening to Jewels "Foolish Games" song.

Am I stupid for having fell for someone who always had those other ones?

He was never rightfully mine to fall in love with. Maybe if I would have stopped caring for him so much I wouldnt hurt so much now.

...I do not know what else to write....

blah...

I have nothing to write. Im tired so Im going to go to sleep :) I gots to wake up early to work out tomorrow morning :)....

Nothing to write, but to write about nothing.

My day today was normal. I had the day off and still found myself wandering around with my sister and nephew. There wasn't anything better to do. But its not like I didn't have a great time. I love hanging with her.

Anyway we went to the Falls Mall and discovered that Victoria Secrets was having there Semi Annual Sale!!! Awesome right?

The other day I went to Old Navy and they were having a sale also. I got 3 pairs of jeans, 6 tops and a sweater for $50!!!! It was so fucking great.

The cutest thing just happened now. My little nephew just had his bath and he was running around naked! He has buns of steel that's all I got to say about that.

But really there isn't anything brewing in my head that needs to be talked about.

I'm watching Stigmata and that's about it. Oh and Patricia Arquette has not aged well. Which sucks for her since she's a star and all.

I guess I'm writing because I want to make an effort to write every single day. Even if I have nothing to write about.

So I guess that's all I'm a write about, in a little my sister and I are going to watch Twilight and New Moon. Cause well I'm awesome and in Guatemala they had it on DVD! So I own a copy. Best part it only cost me $1.75. :))

So yay!!!!! and until tomorrow :)

The Lovely Bones

My friend Margarita and I just finished watching The lovely Bones.

It got me thinking again of the old blog I wrote about death.

I wonder if people really do believe there is some sort of knowing who you were when you pass on. Like do we really even "pass on" or is that just some folklore, legend, or myth (however it is you would like to call it) to make the natural seem more pleasant.

Maybe those who lost loved ones were told that so they can be hopeful of seeing their spouse or family again.

I also hope that it's true.

I mean I would hate to think that there is nothing left after were gone. That once our physical bodies on life are disposed of that there is somewhere we go.

But then what would that be.

Have you ever thought that maybe; just maybe, the life that we have after death is just a rebirth?

Its not such a crazy idea if you think about it. It's either that or we are immortal, spiritually.

Cause if we still live on after death, then we aren't really dead, were just on a whole different element. Another world that we get to live on. One that we are the same age forever, the one you died at. It's immortality. Something we have always searched for (at least some have) and all we have to do is just die to get there.

If its even true. If so, how ironic.

There is no way of knowing before hand until we actually die. Which really sucks.

Cause this is nothing like; your the first to go in the haunted house so you've no way of knowing how scary or where to close your eyes, or the first in line to audition so you've no way of knowing from others how critical the judges are. This is death.

There's no way someone can come back from that. Its a once in a lifetime opportunity, and problem is you cant chicken out halfway through and leave. Your just gone.

With that said, The Lovely Bones was truly a touching movie. It drove me to tears (not hysterically) but drove me there. It was moving and sad. Very sad.

A 14 year old girl never got to live her "life" and was murdered. The movie doesn't go into detail but it was brutal.

I don't even know what to write anymore. I'm just thinking crazily of what there is to life. To get somewhere and then what leave it all behind, the dreams, family, adventure, the beauty. It makes me wonder why we're all even born at all. They could just make us be born dead, so the actual death would never happen. That it wouldn't exist. That we grow and grow and then stay the same way just living with our families.

But at the same time, I'm not saying that should really happen or hope for it. It just makes more sense.

I think; with exceptions, we die and are reborn to live it all over again. That afterwards, after we die we just die. Everything about us. For all I know, I used to be Asian or Irish. Although I do have a deep fascination with Egyptians and Ireland. That's besides the point. We just aren't afterwards. But I do not know and I will find out.

At some point in my life whether it be tomorrow or 50 years from now I will find out. Lets all hope for the best.

My day, today

Today has been the most entertaining it has been in a long time. My mother didn't have work, so she stayed home and kind of bothered me. I know it sounds weird cause its not entertaining in a normal kind of way. It was more entertaining because of all the emotions. I don't know, but really there is nothing to talk about.

The only things that would be good would be that Rachel Zoe is 83 pounds or so. Or news about the Jonas Brother, or Haiti disaster or Leap Years trailer. Its all been done before, nothing is ever really new. Its the same story with a different cast and crew.

I wonder if there is a single thought that hasn't been thought of before. Like some natural disaster that has never happened finally happens. Like the air turning to rock and we all get pressed into the rock and die because we would become the very little particles of dust and dirt so compressed together it becomes rock. And then Adam and Eve happen all over again.

The world thing happening over again is the same story. But I have never heard someone say the the air would become rock. I wonder what you will imagine and if its what I am imagining. Because its hard to imagine.

I wonder if people will imagine every second passing by; dirt pouring from the sky (like rain) because of the constant rate in which the air; that is infinite, like empty mass (open space), would be turning into dust/dirt particles being weighed down by gravity.

hard to imagine that but that's not even what I'm imagining. There would be no air it would be like the layers of rock and dirt we have now. Like what ever air and space being occupied now would be diminished. We get turned into rock and were just a layer. Still really weird.

I am now listening to Lady Gaga. And am going to see what's the latest (old story) news.

Yahoo.com top 4 stories (titles)

1.Julia Roberts Upstaged at Golden Globes
2.Sharapova's Fashion Dud
3.FBI photo controversy
4.What US will do in Haiti

Can you believe the order their in! That's the exact way their were lined horizontally on the slide show. Can you believe what's appeared and shown as the most important. Ridiculous.

I'm a try something new.
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*Caught in a bad romance.
*FBI: please step back,(music plays) shoes and hats off please.
*She changed the screen.
*I wonder what movie he'll be in next.
*Indiana Jones was awesome.
*I SO cant wait for Eclipse!!! TEAM JACOB!!!
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How was it. Even if you don't get it, how does it make you feel?

But ya now that I mentioned the Twilight Saga's 3rd; movie being released June 30th, Eclipse I have to say that I'm so so so so so so so so so so FUCKING excited. I'm hyperventilating like right now....

And as I typed already; TEAM JACOB!!!, I will admit fully that I am in love with Jacob. But with the books Jacob. He is more wholesome and sarcastic. The movies version is a little to pitchy in the voice in a not typical way. He's also more lovey dovey in words and attempts in saying I love you. IDK its just weird. Don't get me wrong I love Taylor Lautner and he's a good Jacob, just not great. But neither is Bella or Edward. Those are completely off.

Bella is too awkward. In the book she is described as beautiful but clumsy (paraphrasing). Not once did she say awkward in the way Kristin Stewart portrays it. The details that make the huge difference behind it all are

*in the book she was liked by all men and treated differently, but she fell often. She was able to cook, cared about what she wore, she did wear heals and mostly flats. She also never told the guys to step away she did the typical (girl) thing to do which was think about what they would do but forget to mention it. Like screaming or talking back. She had blonde moments in a very small way.
*in the movie she was liked but not by all men only certain. She never really cared about what she wore, or at least obsessively like normal girls.She never wore heels only converse. She had like a twitch and an awkward habit of thinking to much and taking a laughing cough. before she spoke. She wasn't clumsy in a cute way. She gave off such a anger and hatred behind it, like it was pathetic. Pity. That's a better word. Ya know she was off. She was also supposed to be jealous of the girl who was the waitress at the restaurant after Edward saved her.

Robert Pattinson was too serious in the movie. You never really got see much of him really warm up to the loving her, when he was getting to know her asking questions and he laughed a lot at her silliness afterward. They cuddle a lot more like always, And he was always very considerate to make sure she was in a blanket when she laid on him since he was cold.

And the list goes on.

But I still love the movies. :) How can any movie be exactly like the book. Their isn't enough time. And actors always add certain actions and personality to the characters.

That aside though I really cant wait for ECLIPSE. YAY!!!

So ya I think this pointless blog should end before it feels like; OMG when is this ever going to end, although it might have already. I will just stop. So adios, peace and amor mis amigos.

Boredom...

I'm dying of boredom right now. OK so of course I'm not dying, nor am I really that bored. I don't know. I guess I'm just blah. That is the best way to describe it.

I had a dream last night that I was in Paris for some business of my aunt and uncle's and I joined them for dinner. So I'm there in Paris, eating dinner looking fab in an awesome black cocktail dress. And guess what, George Clooney ask me to dance, 3 months later we're married...

It was awesome.

So now I'm listening to Here comes the sun by the Beatles.

Here come the sun and I say it's alright......*music notes floating on rainbows and clouds around me in my room*

Little darling it feels like years since its been here....Here comes the sun...:D

I'm going to list the next 10 songs that come up on shuffle on my IPod

1. Fidelity-Regina Spektor (i hear in my mind all this music and it breaks my heart)
2. Tainted Love-Soft Cell (Sometimes i feel Ive got to run away *BABA* get away)
3. You and I both-Jason Mraz (Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me)
4. Supadupafly-666 (face up to the top, i like the beat that ready to rock)
5.By myself-Linkin Park (what do i do to ignore the behind me, do i follow my instincts blindly)
6.Loveology- Regina Spektor ( an incurable humanists, your are)
7.Letters from the Sky-Civil Twilight (one of these days the sky is gonna break, and everything will escape)
8.Prana-Subterfuge *music raging*
9.Inner Strength-Hilary Duff (gotta find your inner strength, if you cant just throw life away)
10.Showdown-Britney Spears (never thought id see you like this, you look good half dressed)

Not my favorite songs came up but yea those are 10 from my 1458 that I have. :)

Hmm what now....

AHH Broken by Seether Feat. Amy Lee just came up...:) I love this song.

Oh I know, what is the best decade for music? My friend Maribel and I were talking today about music and the 90's and how she didn't really like it much other than Nirvana. I liked the 90's it was filled with very angry yet soulful song's and singers. I really love Fiona Apple. I'm not saying the 90's was the best but it was good. I'm not complaining.

So this blog was totally completely unnecessary and pointless but IDK I guess I just wanted to write some shit.....

Rainy Day's

Today it's raining. Its nice but its also annoying. Because when your carrying around a baby you have to be careful. I'm in my room watching Fear on mute and listening to my Ipod. :)

I don't even know what to write. I was thinking that maybe a great subject would be letting go and moving on. I mean come on, its raining, rain washes away the dirt and leaves it all clean.

HMM....

Lets begin.

The past.


When does one know when to move on, and hold on. It's hard because we all want to be forgiving, but some like holding on to that anger.

Fact is; some people are very pleased with being angry.

Problem with the fact for those; they also want to have people in their lives.

But; how can they keep those people around them pleased when they are always angry, they are always bringing up the past and what happened.

Another fact; its all very difficult.

I have many people that I know that are always angry,

-they bring up the cheating boyfriend, that their still dating.
-they bring up the friend that stole their boyfriend.
-they bring up the sister that treated them like shit.
Those are all example's of those situations that you need to let go of. As in forgive, forget and let go.

-the coffee that was spilled on the floor yesterday.
-the plate that was broken a month ago.
-the car crash that happened a year ago.
Those are all example's of shit you shouldn't even get mad at. Yes it caused something to be cleaned, something to be replaced, and maybe a hospital visit. But getting angry makes all those petty or serious problems out of control and then every one gets mad.

Taking in a situation in a calm manner and dealing with it delicately makes it easier to get over with and doesn't cause any further damage other than that at hand.

If someone hurt you so bad that you never want to talk to them again, let them go. Never mention them, never talk to them or anything. Remember the good but that's all.

Now if someone hurt you and your with them, whether it be as a friend or more, then you the taker backer must understand something. You taking them back is like signing a contract that says you are never to mention whatever it was that happened.

Why?

Well; hello, its really fucking easy. How can you move on with a person if all your doing is living in what was. You have to get over what they did and hope for better. You have to look towards the future and hope that they don't

-cheat again
-hit you again
-gamble again
-talk about you behind your back again
-lie to you again

Its good to be aware, you know don't harass them with the past, don't even mention, but don't be ignorant either. You could do both. But keep it to yourself and relax. Meditation is a great way to help get over that anxiety you feel when with someone that has hurt you but your with them. It really does.

But overall, whatever happened 50, 40, 5 years doesn't matter anymore. You only have to know that past to move towards the future. You don't need to live there or bring it up. Its a part of our memory and always will be but so is learning to ride bike for the first time. But I don't remember how I felt then, I don't seek to feel scared and nervous, I moved on. As well when my friends hurt me deeply and I never talked to them again. Its just something that happened, hurt, I learned and I moved on.

I know; its easier said than done, but it is all possible. You just have to believe things will get better, try making things better, and soon it will.

If we don't start trying to let go of what was, or what could have been, we are all just going to get angrier as life keeps going. And we all love life and love people and want to keep people. :)

Guatemala!!

I've delayed my blog about Guatemala because well between babysitting, catching up with people, and my new bedtime I have created. I've been to tired and busy..:/

Here it goes.

While waiting in the Airport I thought I was going to die. I was so anxious to get there and see some place new I didn't want to wait. Although it was worth while. I flew over in First Class. The food is not that bad. It was salad, bread, chicken and veggies, and then some ice cream!!! YUM!

I got to Guatemala City's Airport at around noon. And Just from looking outside the window I was already falling in love. They have so much green there! It was awesome to see mountains, and tree's like everywhere. The house that I stayed at in Antigua was beautiful. It was difficult at first on the ears because of the altitude which got to 1900 meters. :) But with the help of gum I was able to survive.

They have awesome food too. Like simple stuff to start, their Queso Spread is awesome. I must check the stores here to see if we have. Their sausage's are awesome. For breakfast they eat eggs; anyway you want, sausage, beans of some sort, fruit and fried plantains. I was in heaven.

The Hotel we ate breakfast at Hotel Posada de Don Rodrigo. That was the view from up on the roof.

It was difficult for me to speak only spanish but I got the hang of it. Although I'm sure that any traces of my improvement are being wiped away as I type. Since I don't exercise it as often as I should.

Anyway, the first Sunday away we headed to Florence. Which is where we were going to head off to Tikal.

The 4 hour walk around Tikal was amazing. The history around you, the animals, the fresh air and all of those steps. I have never seen so many stairs at once in my life. I was sore for 4 days after. After those 4 days there was still a little bit of pain but I was able to stand it.

After Tikal we took a 3 hour bus ride to catch a boat ride through Rio Dulce to Livingston. That place was so tropical and well beautiful. I really didn't take photos there though. I never had my bag on me when I was walking around and of course didn't have my camera.

But I did witness a ton of handmade coconut purses that were to die for so I bought one for my sister that was only 50 quetzal! Which is somewhere between like 6 or so dollars! The last night I was there which was the 6th I saw a festival of sorts. It was a celebration for Kings that the people dress up in homemade outfits, head dress and all, and shells around the legs that when they danced made a graceful soft clinking noise. They walked down the streets and when someone payed they would settle down. Get chairs for the ones on the drums and begin the music. The voices of the women who belched out loud words I could not understand was breath taking. The dancing of the children and elders was enchanting. It was a show. Something that could never be captured in a theatre or movie. Because they had such belief behind their every word and move.

Dia del Reys was a also night of good fish. I cant remember her name but a woman who is friends with my aunt invited us to dinner and it was fish, fries, and a radish salad. Everything but the salad was cleared off. I cleaned my fish, and left only its fragile yet lethal bones behind. That I did not even once almost eat. :)

After Livingston we went back to Guatemala. My aunt took me to a tour of Antigua, where I learned that it used to be the capital of Guatemala, but because of the floods had to be moved and is now Guatemala City. We saw how they made Jade, as in shaping and smoothing. I got a pair of earring's (studs) and a necklace with real Jade for only $63! I swear I want to shop there all the time! The cathedrals there are old and half missing but beautiful, so much story behind them. And well yea, it was an amazing trip. I cant even believe I went. Oh and their McDonald's, and Pizza Hut is so much better. :) And their Taco Bell is 2 stories high..

I met a lot of awesome kind people that didn't mind my horrible accented spanish. And well they made it hard to want to leave. Cause I really wouldn't have minded staying. If only it weren't for my horribly cute and adorable nephew! Oh and the driving their is so scary! Those people need to learn how to drive. I'm referring to their bus drivers that don't know how........... But something I noticed outside of Guatemala, in Livingston and Florence was that all the drivers, while driving acknowledged one another. And everywhere you went didn't matter where, if you were walking and someone came by, you said hello to them as well. Talk about awesome. If you did that here someone would probably flick you off and resume their horrible lives.

I hope to go again. To see the Volcano of Water as they say, that is still well in the works. That one is in Antigua right by where I was staying. To see the green, to shop in the shops, and just enjoy it. It was a great vacation!

I love Guatemala!!!!!

Greeting´s from Guatemala

So im not going to write a full on blog about being here at the moment because its too much to write and I do not have all day. haha

So basically I love it. Its awesome and in four days I will post up some of the 400 photos I´ve taken. And im sure i will take more in the next 4 days but ya. Im hungry and its lunch time I hope to eat me some food.

Adios amigo´s.