Thoughts of a New Year.

With the hours counting down to the New Year 2010. I'm enveloped with thousands of questions as to how it will be? Even more questions of how my trip to Guatemala is going to turn out. I never gave a new year much thought, because well really all it is, is another day with a different date. But the days are all the same, starts with a sunrise, and ends with a sunset.

What is there really to a new year? What makes it so fascinating? We are not guaranteed new technology just because its the new year, we get that whenever it comes along. The grass could be greener but not because its a new year, only because you actually kept up with watering your grass. I see the new year like a new day.

Nothing more nothing less. I see no point in expecting absolute greatness in the new year, because I already hope for something great to happen everyday. So, the new year.

Is it a day like any other with only a different date? Or is it more than that? Is it what people use for starting over in their lives? Is your reason for becoming a better person, or worse? For getting another job?

I wonder if there are people who; lets say, their first months of 2009 went horrible. No cards in their hand that went for the better. SO they give up, and say to themselves "Next year it'll be better. Ill start over next year." And inside their thinking what is the point of trying to make this year better its already gone to shit.

So they waste a half year or however long, because it started out bad and didnt care to try to make the rest of it work.

It makes no sense! Thats absolutely the most ridiculous thing anyone could ever think of. So you have a bad streak, that doesnt mean you just give up, cause those are days you arent getting back.

Oh and dont forget New Year resolutions. Its the same thing I just finished explaining but even broader. Like, come on, why must you wait for the new year to loose weight, get a new job, change yourself in whatever way your thinking of changing yourselves. How about this, you do what you want when you want if your not ready and if you are ready why not the next day. Once a person decides to make a change, that person must act. You only feel so good about life decisions for so long.

The only thing that comes to mind about a new year is my birthday. Becoming a year older. Their's another grade level, anniversarie's, you know things that require a year's waiting.

Now about my trip. Im excited. Im nervous. Im relieved. Ahh 12 days out of Florida. How effin exciting, like there are no words that I can think of to describe how Im feeling. Cause Im just feeling. I dont know what else to say. Oh and you better believe that I am so taking a million photos or around there and putting some up. Since I have yet to put any photos on here. Not that anyone will read this.

Haha